Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Today is the BIG DAY!

The meds are here!


I'm torn, I cant decide if I can't believe this day is finally here, or if I can't believe its allready here?....

We made the decision to move on to IVF 5 months ago, the day I decided I was ready.  I may take a while to make a decision but once its made I'm allready moving forward with it, so it was hard to sit back these last 5 months and wait, and wait, and wait. 

The wait is finally over.  I have so many questions; how the meds will make me feel and if I can even figure out how to work the follistim pen (technology is sometimes frusterating)?  The truth is that all of these questions will just be answered as they come and I can't do anymore planning or obsessing than I've already done.  Now I just have to sit back and see how my body behaves.  Hopefully for Blue's sake it behaves well since he comes home about a week and a half into starting my meds!

I went on a great hike last night with another endo buddy and she was able to quell most of my fears about the meds so I'm feeling ready.  Thank you again to all of my blog friends for all your thoughful comments and support, I really don't think I would have made it to this point in the journey with out going crazy if it hadn't been for you guys! 


  1. Ahhh so exciting!!! Sending good vibes and positivity your way!
    I LOVE the follistim pen! It is so easy and you can barely feel it. I hope the meds treat you well and end up being super easy! You'll be a PRO within a couple days :-)

  2. Good Luck! Sending good thoughts your way!!

  3. I am so excited for you my sweets. xoxoxox

  4. You are going to do great lady!! I'm thinking of you, and always here if you need anything!

  5. Looks like Christmas! :) I'm so excited for you!!!

  6. WOW... what a great collection of meds :)) Thinking of you heading into this cycle xoxo

  7. So excited for you!! Hey, I nominated you for an award...go check out my page to find it:) How did your first day go???