The meds are here!
I'm torn, I cant decide if I can't believe this day is finally here, or if I can't believe its allready here?....
We made the decision to move on to IVF 5 months ago, the day I decided I was ready. I may take a while to make a decision but once its made I'm allready moving forward with it, so it was hard to sit back these last 5 months and wait, and wait, and wait.
The wait is finally over. I have so many questions; how the meds will make me feel and if I can even figure out how to work the follistim pen (technology is sometimes frusterating)? The truth is that all of these questions will just be answered as they come and I can't do anymore planning or obsessing than I've already done. Now I just have to sit back and see how my body behaves. Hopefully for Blue's sake it behaves well since he comes home about a week and a half into starting my meds!
I went on a great hike last night with another endo buddy and she was able to quell most of my fears about the meds so I'm feeling ready. Thank you again to all of my blog friends for all your thoughful comments and support, I really don't think I would have made it to this point in the journey with out going crazy if it hadn't been for you guys!