Blue is Coming Home!

Blue is coming home in just a couple of days.  It’s crazy how some days it feels like he’s been gone years and some days it seems like he just left.

I can’t wait to hug him, hugs from other people are nice but they’re just not the same.  I’ve really missed my best friend.

I’m excited for him to become a part of this IVF process.  For most of our TTC journey he’s gotten to miss the hard parts.  For the first year we were TTC I was on the slope every time AF showed so he never experienced the tears on his shoulder.  He wasn’t in Anchorage when I had my surgery and somehow didn’t even know that I was going under anesthesia until 2 minutes before they wheeled me in...  My mom went with me to almost all of my doctor appointments including the initial consult with Dr. BFP (if you’re laughing because I still take my mom to Drs appointments that’s ok, but I do, because I’m still 12 at heart.)

Anyway, Blue has had a really busy life for the last few years and he’s missed a lot of this stuff and I’ve missed having him around.  I didn’t realize how much I’d left him out of this crazy IVF journey until the other day, he asked a question which made me realize he had no idea what was going on.  Apparently the only parts of IVF that he’d picked up on were shots in the butt and egg retrieval.  So I had to fill him in on all the other parts.

So folks, you probably won’t get too many updates this weekend because I’ll be busy hugging him and teaching him how to give me my shots!  I'll leave you with a photo of my fab husband.