Sorry I'm just now updating you all, IVF2.0 didn't work and I just haven't really felt up to talking about it.
The truth is I wasn't really up to it at all. I would take an infant any day but I wasn't and am still not ready to go through the process of IVF again any time soon.
I'm very impressed by the women who can go through multiple rounds of IVF back to back and keep their chins up. I've always considered myself tough but I'm not tough enough to brave through what felt like PTSD again on purpose.
I'm just not ready. And you know what?
For the first time in years I'm going to focus on me and getting healthy. I'm working out, eating well, being a good mom and just "doing me."
Someday I'll probably feel upto IVF again but who knows when?